Where the hell have I been?!?!?!

Whats up yall......Sorry for not posting in FOREVER!! I've actually been working a lot and just enjoying everything.......Sounds kinda gay but I've been really transforming my way of thinking and my attitude. I'll be posting more regularly I promise...Hope eveybody is doing well!!

TAG!! I guess i'm it!!

My Sister tami from neuroticlly yours tagged me.



* Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.

* Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.

* Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.



First of all let me say that I'm gonna cheat and not tag anybody...lol. I dont have enough people to tag and almost everybody on my list already has been tagged. SO, on with the facts!!



1. As you could imagine because of my blog name I have the kind of personality that likes ALOT of things. Here are a few hobbies of mine. Fishin', huntin', replica props, paintball, working on cars and trucks, Star Wars, Indiana Jones, videogames, costuming as well as MANY sub categories.




2. I'm an Oakley guy. Thats all I'll wear. Sorta like my sisters purse thing....I have to have the uniquely awesome ones that I've never seen anybody wear.




3.I'm like the rain man when it comes to movies.....Every movie I have in my collection (over 100) I have memorized.....dunno why...it just happens.




4.Because of my love for star wars and love for props and costumes. I own a full, wearable set of stormtrooper armor. It cost me well over $1000.00 and I had to build it and fit it myself.





5. Also..like my sister....I hate things being stuck to my feet. I'll walk arround barefoot, but if something gets stuck to my foot or it feels dirty...forget it.




6. I've been in more car accidents than anybody I know. 1 was my fault..the rest (alot) were not my fault. Every time the car I was driving was totaled and I've managed to come out relatively unharmed.....Maybe I'm a super hero!!




7. I'm able to keep my shoes looking new for longer than anyone. I have shoes over 10 years old that I still wear, but that doesnt stop me from buying new ones.

Am I too cool for school??

Well...that use to be my thinking. I'm not a fan of school. It's not hard or anything like that....I just get so bored with it. I'm not ADD or anything, lol...I just never cared.



Well, things change.



After talking with my sister for a while about going to college I've taken the first big steps to apply for enrollment and financial aid. Here I am, about 10 years after highschool FINALLY trying to go back to school. My cousin Brian did it and totally changed his life. Why cant I??? I CAN.....well......thats the plan. Tami is going back too....so I figure now is a good time for me as well. At least I dont have to go it alone. I have to thank my sister (neuroticly yours) for the inspiration.


Now if I could just find a decent job.

Time to cool off....

Yeah...I needed about a day to cool off. Sorry to the people who read that....I probably gave off the totaly wrong impression. Yet ANOTHER thing about me is my fear of losing or failure. Ask my sister (neuroticly yours) I'm the most competitive person on the planet....I HATE LOSING!! At this point I feel like I'm losing in the game of life.....so what happens?? Naturally I get VERY PISSED!! But after I cool off I have to sit back and take responsability for it...I can do anything I want and I know it!! The problem I encounter is deciding WHAT it is I want to do. I have SO MANY things I love to do.......How can I make a good living out of one of them??

Thanks for the kind words yall!! I'll make it!!!

OMFG!!!

You know??? I'm really fucking pissed at how my shitty fucking life has turned out...I'm nothing like I though I would be 10 years ago....I'm a fucking bum. All I have to my pathetic name is a god damn pile of fucking god damn fucking debt!! I hate my god damn life...seriously.....I'm so fucking over this shit..Whats the fucking point....we all die and nothing good comes of it...fuck this dumb shit....I feel like god has played some fucking huge joke on me. Fucking rediculous. Jesus fucking christ. All I am is a fucking burden on everybody. I feel so bad for my family. I have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING GOING FOR ME!! NOTHING!!!

I've Got The Spirit!!

THE SPIRIT OF THE WILD!!! One of my favorite songs and one of my fav. huntin' shows on OLN. Singer of the song?? TED NUGENT!! Host of the show?? You guessed it...TED NUGENT BABY!!! One of my heros! His political views and way of life are what he calls "the american dream" and I have to agree.

I'm hittin' the woods again this weekend but it's not all fun...I have to get some work done up there but it beats the hell out of the city. I would take my nephew this time if I could but my brother (fitness jay) invited his best friend instead. That makes 4 including my dad and that's the most we can handle up there at one time right now...but we're workin' on it. Another good weekend of working outside in between chasing porkchops through the woods with the sharp sticks....is there anything better?

Backstrap Fever!!

Yeah baby......Just got this pic. Me, my brother, my dad and my cousin went bow huntin' at the property we share up in north florida last weekend. My brother and I shot some really nice meat hogs. It was an awesome day on saturday. It was overcast with some light rain....perfect for super quiet movement. I shot the hog above at about 30 yards with my bow that afternoon. This is my therapy...I wish everybody could feel as good as I do when I'm in the woods. I forget everything. It's freedom......It's the american dream baby!!